Monday, February 19, 2007
my LiFe
Dear friends,
sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time..
a few times, i tot i wanna put something in my blog,
but in the end i didn't..
getting more things to do when i'm online..
perhaps..
or i'm just too slow to type chinese characters..
i hope i can update it in chinese,
cuz i think i can express myself better..
you think?
about one month ago,
my friend passed away..
2 days later,
my colleague's mom passed away..
life is so, so fragile..
my friend, although i dun see him often,
or stay in touch always..
but it's still hurt to see him like this..
dunno when,
the person might be me..
anything might just happen to me
in the very next minute..
i wept as i'm hugging my colleague who is crying..
anything might just happen to my parents
in the very next minute..
the friends i met today,
might be the last time i see them in life..
i can't afford to loose any of my beloved!
i might cry, i might not..
but for sure..
my heart will cry!
"broken hearts, broken life, He will take'em all.."
Oh Lord, bring peace..
in semester 4 already..
as usual..busy..
and this is without any position in council..
can't imagine what's gonna happen
if i am selected again..
tutor say,
"you have to read at least 4 books for each subject"
i am trying my very best..
tutor say,
"you have to set your goal higher!
85% MCQ, 80% MEQ, 90% OSCE"
erm...o..k.. ..
let's wait and see..
my goal is only 80% MCQ, 75% MEQ, 80% OSCE..
wow...so low..
you think?
i am not in council now..
but i still hear something like...
"council member, you should be role model to the others!"
(excuse me..i am not!)
"you are not student council mer? i tot you are?"
(no, my dear..)
"how come you are not in council?"
(how i know? better not to be..)
and so...
am i really high profile when i was a council member?
humble, sister, humble..
my best friend gave me a growth journal..
and so..
i started to commit myself
in reading the bible everyday..
so that i can finish it in a year..
learning to prioritize
God, studies, friends, family, life..
now,
tiredness and sleepiness is the greatest devil
that i have to overcome!
and also the controling mind
that keep on telling me
"you have so much things to do!!"
this is what you call LiFe..
pray for me my dear..
let me have the passion to live this life!
i miss my friends..
all girls are now so pretty..
and guys are so handsome..
and the most happy thing is...
they are my friends!!!!
hehehehe...
so glad to have them...
but of cuz la..not becuz of that..
it's becuz after so long..
they still treat me the same..
and they still remember me..
this is the most important thing!
LiFe...
omg..haven't talk bout cny yet!
nvm la..
almost the same..
everyone also say cny is more and more boring,
routine..nothing special..no feel at all..
agree?
you have to..no choice!
cuz it's the truth...
hehehe..
well well well...
thank you my dear friends
for spending time to read this..
thank you again all my dearest,
for being my friend!
thank God for sending all of you to me
to accompany me in my life,
esp during the time of need i see your hands!
how wonderful it is that you are my friend!
may the Lord bless you more and more..
and we shall meet again,
even each of us with our grandchildren..
friendship forever!
and i shall say..
i wasn't typing poem..
get me right,
(not left..)
i am just writing it this way
so that its easier for you to read...
anyway..i know you dun mind..
hehehehe...
that's why we are friends! =D
with love..
sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time..
a few times, i tot i wanna put something in my blog,
but in the end i didn't..
getting more things to do when i'm online..
perhaps..
or i'm just too slow to type chinese characters..
i hope i can update it in chinese,
cuz i think i can express myself better..
you think?
about one month ago,
my friend passed away..
2 days later,
my colleague's mom passed away..
life is so, so fragile..
my friend, although i dun see him often,
or stay in touch always..
but it's still hurt to see him like this..
dunno when,
the person might be me..
anything might just happen to me
in the very next minute..
i wept as i'm hugging my colleague who is crying..
anything might just happen to my parents
in the very next minute..
the friends i met today,
might be the last time i see them in life..
i can't afford to loose any of my beloved!
i might cry, i might not..
but for sure..
my heart will cry!
"broken hearts, broken life, He will take'em all.."
Oh Lord, bring peace..
in semester 4 already..
as usual..busy..
and this is without any position in council..
can't imagine what's gonna happen
if i am selected again..
tutor say,
"you have to read at least 4 books for each subject"
i am trying my very best..
tutor say,
"you have to set your goal higher!
85% MCQ, 80% MEQ, 90% OSCE"
erm...o..k.. ..
let's wait and see..
my goal is only 80% MCQ, 75% MEQ, 80% OSCE..
wow...so low..
you think?
i am not in council now..
but i still hear something like...
"council member, you should be role model to the others!"
(excuse me..i am not!)
"you are not student council mer? i tot you are?"
(no, my dear..)
"how come you are not in council?"
(how i know? better not to be..)
and so...
am i really high profile when i was a council member?
humble, sister, humble..
my best friend gave me a growth journal..
and so..
i started to commit myself
in reading the bible everyday..
so that i can finish it in a year..
learning to prioritize
God, studies, friends, family, life..
now,
tiredness and sleepiness is the greatest devil
that i have to overcome!
and also the controling mind
that keep on telling me
"you have so much things to do!!"
this is what you call LiFe..
pray for me my dear..
let me have the passion to live this life!
i miss my friends..
all girls are now so pretty..
and guys are so handsome..
and the most happy thing is...
they are my friends!!!!
hehehehe...
so glad to have them...
but of cuz la..not becuz of that..
it's becuz after so long..
they still treat me the same..
and they still remember me..
this is the most important thing!
LiFe...
omg..haven't talk bout cny yet!
nvm la..
almost the same..
everyone also say cny is more and more boring,
routine..nothing special..no feel at all..
agree?
you have to..no choice!
cuz it's the truth...
hehehe..
well well well...
thank you my dear friends
for spending time to read this..
thank you again all my dearest,
for being my friend!
thank God for sending all of you to me
to accompany me in my life,
esp during the time of need i see your hands!
how wonderful it is that you are my friend!
may the Lord bless you more and more..
and we shall meet again,
even each of us with our grandchildren..
friendship forever!
and i shall say..
i wasn't typing poem..
get me right,
(not left..)
i am just writing it this way
so that its easier for you to read...
anyway..i know you dun mind..
hehehehe...
that's why we are friends! =D
with love..
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